Today I saw the surgeon who did
my open-heart surgery. First time in the seven months since that day. He was
pleased with my progress, and impressed by my activity. He cancelled a couple
of blood-thinning medications, which means I will clot better if/when I cut myself.
I may have told you about my
post-surgery goal. (I can’t remember.) That is to swim a kilometer without
stopping. Before the surgery, about 15 yards of swimming produced chest pain. I
asked my cardiologist if I’d be able to swim after the surgery, and he said I
would be able to. So, as soon as possible, I started. I was dismayed to
discover that after one length of the pool, I was gasping for breath. This
continues, although it’s a bit better. Most mornings I swim 14 -16 lengths
this, in just over a half hour.
This afternoon, I asked the
surgeon if my oxygen uptake would improve. Would I be able to swim further
without a breath? He said I would be able to. I told him about my goal…one kilometer.
He asked, “Without stopping?” I said yes. He laughed and said, “Good luck with
that!” We both had a good laugh. I guess the message is that I should modify my
goal, or at least not be surprised if I can’t make it. I will keep swimming,
however, as much as I can. If feels really…although it’s kind of painful. At
the end of each length, I am really short of oxygen, but at least now, I am not
gasping weirdly.
I suppose that modifying my
goals, being realistic about what I can do, is part of recovery. At this point,
I am enjoying the workouts, the swimming, and the walking. I wouldn’t have time
to work – never mind the energy – even if I wanted to work. Well, I do…sort of.
But no way!
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